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take it easy!

Saturday, 12 June 2010

for the second time, i've deleted all of my posts.

but i've decided not to delete them again!
not that they were even interesting to start with but screw it!

"anger, jealousy,bitterness, tiredness, hope, love, lust - it's conceptual, you just cant see it"

and that's how i'm feeling today. i'm angry, jealous, bitter, tired, hopeful and lustful. trying to keep the 'love' part to a minimum for now though. Usually - i'm not an angry person. nor jealous, nor bitter - but i can't help it today. since last night i've not stopped thinking about it - was it all worth it and is it still worth it? is she still worth it?

maybe i'm just paranoid. but it's making me feel like a control freak and honestly? it's driving me INSANE.


Nothing unusual, nothing strange
Close to nothing at all
The same old scenario, the same old rain
And there's no explosions here
Then something unusual, something strange
Comes from nothing at all
I saw a spaceship fly by your window
Did you see it disappear?

ugrhghghghg - te quiero.